After the past two weeks...oh, who am I trying to fool...after the past two years, I am ready to quit being an adult and start being a kid again. None of this has been to my liking. I am exhausted. Purely exhausted. I am tired of being quarantined even though it is a self-quarantine. I am tired of not seeing people, visiting with people and going places. I am tired of pandemics, epidemics and illness. I am tired of politics, arguments and ugliness. I am tired of hurricanes, termites and mosquitoes. Yep, I am even tired of raccoons. I am just tired. At some point, this has gone from being a temporary situation to a permanent lifestyle and...it ain't fun, folks.
This morning, I took a quick run to the pier before stepping into the harshness of the day. Heavy clouds hung over the water. It reminded me of the turmoil that I have been feeling, as of late. Calm on the outside but not on the inside. I need that peace again....where did it go? I am just tired....just dog tired.
